Rants of a thrill to kill

Willing to take you all the way,away from this place we call LIFE...ive made this place just for you and me...to me it's
HEVEAN and to you it could be HELL... Just close your worry eyes ,let my blade take it course..as i feel your warm blood drip,drip,drip down my hands..i will hold you until you take your last breath, as you just realized i gave you the kiss of death..i throw ur lifeless body into the grave i dug up for you.We will always stay close for your dead body lay's under my window seal. So there you have it your HELL is that your dead and gone. My HEAVEN knowing that you will never leave me...for another....for we are together FOREVER

Wishing for the younger days..

I wish i had the net miss bloggin .
when will this strom end, just when i think everything gonna work out fine another fucking problem comes to light...
i just wanna feel safe again...
like theres nothing that can hurt me.
only if i could pull the hands of time to take me back to much simpler days...
worry free of :money,kids,love
just fucking around town not giving a mad fuck..
oh those were the days..:(

PsYcHo KiLLeR

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Feeling like a normie again..gotta get used to being with the people in this world during normal hours of the day...but i dnt feel as drained...feels fucking good actully,but still tryin to make Excusess to do it! And i ask my self why am i doin that to my self i know i can do it ! My goals are set in motion..and nothing can stop me now! Still trying to work on my comic book , find a better job, and just keep my son safe and happy with no worries! PsYcHo KiLLeR

IT SURPRISE'S ME HOW FOOLISH PEOPLE CAN BE...

TIME AND TIME AGAIN..WE SHOULD ALL KNOW BETTER..
YET WHY DO WE STILL GO DOWN THE SAME ROAD OVER AND OVER AGAIN..
THE GROOVE IN THE ROAD..JUST SEEM'S TO BE GOING IN CIRCLE'S...
EVERY TIME I TRY TO MAKE A LEFT TURN..I GET STUCK IN THE GROOVE OF THE ROAD..

THE ONLY WAY TO GET OUT OF THE GROOVE IS TO MAKE A HARD LEFT TURN ..
TO GET OUT OF THIS AWFUL CYCLE..

WE ALL TRY AND STRIVE TO MAKE A BETTER CHOSE IN LIFE'S PATH..BUT
WHY ? DO WE CHOOSE TO TAKE THE MOST DANGEROUS OF ROADS OF LIFE'S ..

WHEN WE ALL KNOW THE MOST LIKELY OUTCOME ..
EVEN KNOWING THAT IT WILL END BAD ..
WE JUST HAVE TO TRY THAT LITTLE FORBIDDEN ZONE..(LOL)

I WISH PEOPLE WOULD REALLY SAY HOW AND WHAT THEY ARE FEELING ,GOOD THE BAD AND UGLY..
WHY NOT?
LYING.. DOESN'T HELP ANYONE EVEN THE PERSON THAT SPEAKS THE LIE'S..


WHY IS IT SO HARD TO SPEAK THE TRUTH WHEN THE LIE'S CAN HURT SO MANY PEOPLE AROUND THEM..

I REALLY CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHEN PEOPLE SAY THEY LIE SO THEY WON'T ANYONES FEELINGS..

BUT WHEN THE PERSON ON THE OTHER END FINDS OUT ,YOU LOOK LIKE THE BAD PERSON


I'M SORRY TO SAY YA ...
IT IS YOUR FAULT..


I FEEL NO SYMPATHY...
FOR WHAT YOU FEEL LIKE.. THE WORLD HAS GIVING YOU...WHAT YOU DISSEVER...


NO REALLY DOES THE TRUTH REALLY HURT ?
I DON'T THINK SO..
MANY PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD WOULDN'T FEEL SO LOST AND UNWANTED ..USED..

THE TRUTH LEADS TO PEACE AND HAPPINESS..
LIE'S LEAD TO WAR, HATE ,VIOLENCE , DEATH...AND THEN WE END UP IN THE SAME PLACE AGAIN...LOST,UNWANTED,USED..


THINK ABOUT IT...

SOME OF MY CRAZY RANTS...

END IT NOW OR FOREVER DIE BY MY HANDS ,ROLLING IN AND OUTTA MY BED, IS JUST A SIMPLE PLAN,OF PLEASURE AND PAIN..AND WHERE THE PAIN IS WHEN I FEEL THE MOST ALIVE..

Why cnt i end this... Its only causes me pain...to the point of madness! I will end up killing you in the end!


IS KILLING YOU SUCH A CRIME? BUT WHAT IF I KILLED YOU IN THE HEAT OF PASSION..? THEN I DID IT OUT OF LOVE..♥ THERES NO CRIME..IN LOVING SOMEONE RIGHT!....

Cutting you into pieces and placeing you under my bed...these are what dreams are made of ♥


I WANNA CHOKE YOU TILL YOU TURN BLUE, AS YOUR EYES ROLL BACK YOU STRUGGLE FOR A BREATH OF LIFE,I LOOK DOWN UPON YOU...WITH A GLEAM IN MY EYE OF SATISFACTION...♥

MY HATE HAS TURNED INTO MADNESS...MADNESS INTO INSANITY...INSANITY..INTO HANDCUFFS...HANDCUFFS...LOOKING OUT A JAIL CELL...♥


YOUR PAIN GIVES ME A SMILE, ME GIVING YOU PAIN BRINGS GIGGLES ,YOUR DEATH WILL FILL MY HEART WITH JOY♥


Willing to end it all...just give the word ... i'll cut your heart out... and hand it back to you..♥