Its what u want to see..but the truth is what u need to see...

I tried to show you how to be happy..i tried to inpower you.. But u still wont listen... Its so hard not to give u up..i want to so bad.. Do u not see ur nothing but a butt of a sad joke...people make fun of you cause ur fake ...but i dnt care..they say u only use me when u need something ...but i dnt care...they say i let u step all over me...but i dnt care...i tried to show u what u wanted was right in front of you..but u just cant seem to open your eyes...by the time you realize what u had it will be to late... But i hope u knw u cant love someone unless u really know who they are all around not just what u want to see...cause ur not in love with them just the idea of them...notice the difference ...hope you realize if u loved them u would have had the balls to say it years ago...so its not love the thought of who they we're is what u loved! Thats all i have to say...

Dream with in a dream

Your face hunts me...your soul crushs me,the thought of you kills me, the taste of you lingers off the tip of my lips... But still i have the deepest urge to kill you slowly.. Watch you suffer, cry for me to stop.. All i can do is giggle and smile down to you..and say "i cant stop now i've already began your end.." as you pled for forgiveness... " sorry for what ever i've done please dnt do this" even tho you knw you have done nothing wrong..i reply with a serious look upon my face.."you silly fool this has nothing to do with you..." as i let you lay there upon my bed..Your blood an utter mess..I walk away looking down at my hands .I wisper to my self..."i should really start wearing gloves,its starting to stain my hands"...You ask what i had said..Yet again with grin "if your still alive when i get back,i'll just fuck you to death"..I laugh and walk out the door.As i walk down the hall i can hear your cries for help.NO ONE CAN HELP YOU HERE. FOR YOU ARE HELPLESS IN YOUR OWN DREAMS..