Feeling like this..

Why must i feel this way? why is everything getting to me? why can't i stop feeling like this? why do i feel like i can't trust women? Why can't i let go ? why can't let my self be happy? why do i stress the wrost? why do i want to cry until i can't cry no more? why don't i feel safe to say how i feel to my loved one? Why is it that this all i ever wanted yet i still feel like something is missing? Why why why why? I guess in time all my questions shall be answered ... Should it be now , later , or never...time will only tell..